Receiving the Mother - Ancestral Clearing

When I used this, all I kept saying is that I can finally sleep, and rest now. There was so much peace coming from what I think…was my mothers soul. She was never a great mother but I believe this helped her wounds, and the wounds of her mother. There’s a lo of regret there. But to speak on this field, it’s like getting a huge hug from your mother that you never got. Very supportive, nurturing field. I always longed for my mothers love since I was a child and I feel like I got to feel that in this field.

This one was INTENSE. The emotional detox was real and many traumas I had from childhood resurfaced. Things I had forgotten and now I remember again.

My relationship with my mother hasn’t changed, as there was nothing there to salvage at this point.

Like clearing sometimes goes, I felt horrible about it for a week and now I feel like a weight has been lifted. In the same way I felt like a complete orphan during the healing crisis and now I feel more ready to accept that side of my lineage. She put me in this world. There was nothing she did past that that was selfless or how a mother should act. I can now leave it all with her without any judgement. That’s her path, this is mine.

This field is also definitely making a big dent in the part of me that still feels like a child and not a fellow adult.

Beautiful energy and process.

It’s interesting how the fields continue to work.

I mentioned that I set the healing fields for my mom and for my dad as the wallpapers on my parents’ phones.

My mom is a very controlling person. She needs to keep everything under control.

Because of the shelling, we need to buy batteries, since the electricity is often turned off.

I asked her if they had really decided to buy a battery system for the house, so they could store energy and use it later.

She answered that my dad is handling all of this and that she is not interfering. She said, “You always tell me that I interfere in everything, and now all of this is on him. You have retrained me.”

P.S. Guys, I’ve done a lot of work on myself and on healing the ancestral system. I believe this is a complex result of many mandalas for healing the family lineage.

But one thing is certain - it’s absolutely worth it.

I wrote a long review on the forum about the experience of using two mandalas simultaneously Receiving the Father and Receiving the Mother.
https://forum.maitreyafields.com/t/receiving-the-father-ancestral-clearing-dm-audio/11188/16?u=hero
but it doesn't fit here, so I'm writing excerpts from it.

...Things with my mother were difficult. She was strict, controlling and emotionally cold. The entire female line in our family was like this - little warmth, almost no hugs, no softness. Women always dominated men and told them how to live. Growing up in this atmosphere, I constantly pushed back, fought for my place, and resisted everything she tried to put on me. And, of course, without realizing it, I chose a wife with similar strong energy...

Children are always loyal to their parents - especially the mother. What mother says becomes absolute truth for the child. Her view of my father became my view. And later, without noticing, it became my view of myself.

The first strong changes I noticed were in my wife. She always struggled with self-rejection and with accepting her feminine energy. She carried deep pain from her relationship with her mother, who passed away this spring. But I started seeing how her attitude toward herself, toward me, and toward men and women in general began to soften. She stopped resisting everything I say or do. The energy between us changed. Even the way she listens to me is different now. She stopped treating her father like a helpless child and stopped controlling him. And the most interesting part is that her father suddenly began taking initiative on his own, even though he’s now recovering after a hip replacement. Their conversations changed - now she often says things like, “This is his decision, I’m not interfering.” I never heard that before.

Then changes started happening in my parents. My mother’s old patterns began to surface - her self-hatred, her anger toward men, her emotional wounds. My relationship with my dad suddenly became warmer. He opened up. He started telling me things he’d been silent about for decades. I saw empathy in him that I had never seen before. At 72 he is now realizing things about his relationship with my mother, about her emotional coldness, about the things he never understood. Their relationship also became softer. Recently his brother died, and for the first time in a long while I saw them genuinely supporting each other.

And of course, all of this reflected on me and my marriage. My wife and I feel like we’re finally on the same wavelength. There is so much warmth and humor between us. Problems don’t feel like problems anymore - just experiences we go through together. We’ve known each other since 1999, been married for 14 years, and for 10 of those years it was really hard between us. We were very close to divorce. And now there is harmony, real understanding, and complete absence of conflict, even though we spend so much time together. The biggest change is that we stopped projecting our childhood wounds and our attitude towards parents onto each other. That alone is huge.

These two mandalas influenced everything - my relationship with myself, my connection with my parents, their relationship with each other, my wife’s relationship with her father, and our relationship as a couple. I can feel our whole family space becoming warmer, softer, more loving. There is more care, more understanding, more heart.

During my long self-healing journey one thing I understood for sure: healing always starts with your relationship with your parents. When you judge them, you judge yourself. When you don’t accept them, you don’t accept yourself, because you are their continuation. And if you don’t receive energy from your parents - especially from your mother - you will struggle to receive anything in life: love, money, support, opportunities. If you don’t receive energy from your father, it becomes harder to feel strong, confident, and secure in yourself - like you’re missing the inner support that helps you move through life with certainty.

Everything starts there.

If someone has problems in self-realization, relationships, in self-worth, in receiving, in money, in love, in feeling safe and secure - I genuinely believe the very first step should be healing the relationship with the parents. I honestly don’t know a faster tool for transforming so many areas at once than these mandalas.

If I were beginning from zero, I would start with two things: healing self-love and healing the relationship with the parents. And I would probably add some cleansing as well.

because first you need to build a solid inner foundation, and only then everything else in life starts growing naturally on top of it. …because nothing shapes a person’s life more than their relationship with their parents - how they feel about them, how deeply they accept the energy that comes from them, and whether they can stop judging them and finally let this con...