父性の受容 - 祖先のクリアリング

I wrote a long review on the forum about the experience of using two mandalas simultaneously: Receiving the Father and Receiving the Mother. https://forum.maitreyafields.com/t/receiving-the-father-ancestral-clearing-dm-audio/11188/16?u=hero but it doesn't fit here, so I'm writing excerpts from it.

For about a month my wife and I also listened to the playlist with these fields almost every evening. And what happened in our family over this time honestly surprised me more than I expected.

Since childhood, my relationship with my father was very painful. I remember moments when I wished someone else was my dad. I carried resentment, anger, and a constant feeling that he wasn’t there for me. I never understood him. Any man with strong masculine energy triggered aggression in me. I always felt rejected, and this made it harder to find my place in life. My communication with people, my ability to stand in my strength, my sense of direction - everything was affected. My life felt messy without structure.

A’ve already done a great job in healing the ancestral system and previously bought all related ancestral healing fields. But the new series of fields is truly amazing, and when the new mandalas for ancestral healing came out, I decided to try two of them at once - DM Receiving the mother and DM Receiving the father. And the shifts began almost immediately.
The first strong changes I noticed were in my wife. She always struggled with self-rejection and with accepting her feminine energy. She carried deep pain from her relationship with her mother, who passed away this spring. But I started seeing how her attitude toward herself, toward me, and toward men and women in general began to soften. She stopped resisting everything I say or do. The energy between us changed. Even the way she listens to me is different now. She stopped treating her father like a helpless child and stopped controlling him. And the most interesting part is that her father suddenly began taking initiative on his own, even though he’s now recovering after a hip replacement. Their conversations changed - now she often says things like, “This is his decision, I’m not interfering.” I never heard that before.

Then changes started happening in my parents. My mother’s old patterns began to surface - her self-hatred, her anger toward men, her emotional wounds. My relationship with my dad suddenly became warmer. He opened up. He started telling me things he’d been silent about for decades. I saw empathy in him that I had never seen before. At 72 he is now realizing things about his relationship with my mother, about her emotional coldness, about the things he never understood. Their relationship also became softer. Recently his brother died, and for the first time in a long while I saw them genuinely supporting each other.

And of course, all of this reflected on me and my marriage. My wife and I feel like we’re finally on the same wavelength. There is so much warmth and humor between us. Problems don’t feel like problems anymore - just experiences we go through together. We’ve known each other since 1999, been married for 14 years, and for 10 of those years it was really hard between us. We were very close to divorce. And now there is harmony, real understanding, and complete absence of conflict, even though we spend so much time together. The biggest change is that we stopped projecting our childhood wounds and our attitude towards parents onto each other. That alone is huge.

During my long self-healing journey one thing I understood for sure: healing always starts with your relationship with your parents. When you judge them, you judge yourself. When you don’t accept them, you don’t accept yourself, because you are their continuation. And if you don’t receive energy from your parents - especially from your mother - you will struggle to receive anything in life: love, money, support, opportunities. If you don’t receive energy from your father, it becomes harder to feel strong, confident, and secure in yourself - like you’re missing the inner support that helps you move through life with certainty.

If someone has problems in self-realization, relationships, in self-worth, in receiving, in money, in love, in feeling safe and secure - I genuinely believe the very first step should be healing the relationship with the parents. I honestly don’t know a faster tool for transforming so many areas at once than these mandalas.

If I were beginning from zero, I would start with two things: healing self-love and healing the relationship with the parents. And I would probably add some cleansing as well.

Healing your relationship with your parents will change you so much on the inside that the mandalas you’ll feel drawn to later will likely be completely different - your choices will shift, your needs will shift, and what you’re attracted to will come from a much healthier place.

I had a very damaged relationship with my dad. He was quick to anger and I felt like I always used to walk on eggshells around him. I always felt like there was something wrong with me and that I was the source of my father's constant irritation and outbursts. It was only years later that I found out through my mom that he had a very rough childhood as well and he was going through his own issues. I spent some time trying to heal my inner child and trauma's so I didn't initially think that I needed this mandala, because I thought there wasn't much to heal. Boy was I wrong. The first few listens opened the floodgates of unresolved hurts, expectations, fears, you name it. I could only listen to it a few times over 3 days. I eventually switched to using only the mandala, which works a bit more subtly. The funny thing is that the relationship with my mother-in-law has completely transformed! It wasn't really bad, it was totally amicable, but I think something in me couldn't tolerate her because she reminded me so much of my father. Me and my husband went to visit and it was a totally different vibe! There was so much love and I genuinely enjoyed her company. So it definitely healed something in me. My deepest gratitude!

Wow! This works really well. Right away, I felt light and at more at ease. I felt a lot of judgement released. I would of never guessed that I head those emotions in me without this mandala/audio. Thank you Maitreya and team for always being awesome with your creations. Keep up the amazing products!

I started working with this field about a week ago. I only used it from this series. I didn't sleep well the first few days, and I had nightmares about my fears. I almost never thought about what I saw in my dreams before, but now I feel more confident. My parents have been divorced for a long time, and I was only six years old when it happened. The divorce was very difficult. In my own words, it was terrible, as if the ground had disappeared from under my feet. I only saw my father a couple of times, and he only called me twice at his grandmother's (his mother's) instigation to wish me a happy birthday. I thought I had accepted it all, and I thought I had forgiven and let go... But now I feel a sense of inner peace and no resentment towards him... It's amazing! I will continue to work with this field a little more, maybe I will add something else)

My relationship with my biological father was non-existent and it left a huge imprint on how I interacted with men. With my dad, it had ups and downs, because he carried his own father's wound (and mother's too, because he was adopted twice).
I was rejected by many men in my life. I played this on loop for one night and I woke up changed.
I started to be grateful that I had two fathers. I started to see small things that my dad did, and it was like "omg, he showed me love in his own way many times." Then I began to notice how each man in my life demonstrated their care, rather than dwelling on painful moments and rejection.
The difference is huge. Now, I see how wounds can affect the way you see the world and people. It also gives me an amazing "I am safe" feeling. I appreciate masculine energy around me with ease.