The first thing I felt upon starting to use this field was a thirst for scale, a feeling as if I were being gripped by some inner sense of scale. You know, that sensation after the rain, when the air clears, humidity rises, atmospheric pressure drops, and you want to greedily breathe with a full chest. I was really lacking air to inhale. It was a feeling at the energy level; the Jupiter energy felt that powerful.
Over a week and a half, I felt a desire for the most powerful expansion in all areas. In recent years, I had shrunk myself to the level of a small personality, and it became incredibly cramped... A feeling that I had been locked in a small room, I thought it was the whole world, but then someone appeared who told me that there are seas and oceans. If before this I had a habit of shrinking and making myself small, then during the work with the field, a desire appeared to expand to the size of a city, to the size of a country, to the size of the Universe.
As soon as I started thinking about this, I started to notice internal limitations. I was drawn to working through the theme related to dignity, as it is a key quality of Jupiter. My dignity was felt not just as a self-perception, but as an instrument of power and transformation of reality. My Jupiter is in Scorpio in the 9th house, and I started to feel that I have the right to know more than others, to see through people, to manage processes hidden from the eyes of the majority.
The theme that I have been working through in myself for a very long time is pride. Pride is the opposite side of dignity, the shadow side of an unworked Jupiter. A damaged Jupiter gives pride—this is when you assert yourself through control and violence over the will of others. Previously, I felt a large number of temptations to play god or use people as a resource. But a certain dignity appeared, with the help of which this desire for dictatorship is removed and only authority remains.
People started to perceive me a little differently: they began to perceive me as a charismatic person from whom it is impossible to turn away. I had a feeling that with the help of the Jupiter archetype, you don't just fill the room with yourself, but you occupy psychological space. Being in the room and just being yourself, you invisibly establish rules of behavior. Just by your presence.
I still haven't fully understood how the Jupiter archetype influences money, but a certain generosity has appeared in everything: generosity with money, with the information I give, with help. I consciously give more than is expected of me, and in doing so, I don't imply that I am owed in return. Resources haven't increased yet, but I noticed that if I need help, those who can help appear and help.
An even greater desire to transmit knowledge appeared. A softness appeared, a lack of imposing my principles -I wanted to simply share wisdom and energy and through this energy transform people. A palpable weight of presence appeared, specifically an energetic one, and it is unreal to move me energetically from my place.
I had a feeling that it is impossible to suppress me with authority, energy, or pressure. After a month of working with the archetype, I understand that the new internal state requires greater ethical responsibility. I also noticed that working through this archetype removes the armor for me 0the desire to live in expectation of protection or rigid control. Instead of suspicion, insight appears. I see people's hidden motives even more, but I am not afraid of them, but use them for creation.
I also noticed that with this archetype I started to press on people less emotionally and mentally. I think this happens due to the fact that the changed, expanded aura dictates the conditions itself. I am simply present, and I do not need to exert effort; people's energies react to me themselves. By the way, with the Jupiter archetype, I noticed changes in my voice: any notes of tension disappeared, and a vibration of power appeared that does not need to be proven by shouting.
It is interesting that space is opening up more and more. I am increasingly turning into someone who does not just give knowledge, but changes fates. And I stopped looking for external support in the form of authorities and am increasingly becoming a source of law, ethics, and well-being for myself, my family, and my circle of people.
