and still… every month felt like survival.
rent was always just barely covered. my business stagnated.
inspiring opportunities vanished as quickly as they appeared.
so i did what most spiritual people do: i blamed myself.
“maybe i’m not visualizing enough.”
“maybe i’m doing my manifestation lists wrong.”
“maybe i’m just not ‘spiritual’ enough to deserve overflow.”
but then a different, much deeper question came through:
what if the struggle i feel around money… isn’t even mine to begin with?
that question changed everything.